Clinginess

It's so weird how we cling to people for comfort. Even if that person is totally out of reach and off limits - we continue to cling to them. It's like an opportunity to just imagine perfection. To imagine the possibility of actually being happy for a while. and yet, we do not even realize how much pain it is actually causing us. We don't even have the slightest idea that that moment of clinginess is actually shattering us into a million pieces. That in that moment, we are longing for something so badly and we simply cannot have it. We simply are not allowed to be in control. We forever are separated because of some external force, something that we can never fix as a human being.